Resurrection

Fear me, mortals! 'Cause I've been revived from hiatus! Yay! I'm back! So, once again, this blog has been saved from death. Second yay for me, will you? ....Wait. Who am I talking to? This blog doesn't have any follower and it doesn't even appear in the search engine! Well, whatever.

Actually I'm getting more serious about writing. You know, becoming an author and all... I always wanted to write a movie script. But, hell, it's damn hard! That's why I'm doing a little practice now.I started with fan fictions. I read a lot of it. And when I read, I just can't help the urge to write. It's only natural, isn't it? Yeah. So, I've been writing quite a lot of fanfics lately. Can't say I'm good at it, though. I'm still learning. But, I love it and I won't stop.

There's one more reason why I love writing. Oh, no, no, I don't love it. I NEED IT. It's the only way I know to express myself. I'm not good with talking. Or to be exact, I'm not good with people. I can't talk straight to other people. I find it hard to express my feelings, my thoughts, my ideas, my opinions, everything! I'd rather keep it inside. But, if I keep so many things for a long time, I'll explode! I'll explode into teenie tiny little pieces and no one will recognize my dead molecules. That's why I decided to write in the first place. To connect my heart to the outside world.

Phew! I've said a lot, haven't I? As I mentioned just now, I write to connect my heart to the outside world. Isn't it great to have people know what you want without telling them? Yeah, but how? Make them read your thoughts! That's exactly why I'm planning to make this blog go public. Yeaaaaah! (ummmm this is where the readers cheer. But I don't have readers yet, so....)